WritingbyJordan

I want to write something

that hits you in your gut

heart

and mind

all at once

a feeling so strong

it flirts with purpose

because that’s what you have to do

find a purpose

or create it

make it up

just find

something

no need hear or talk about it

I write to give me purpose

To literally make up one

To show others what I mean

what I am

To feel specialllllll

to declare my suffering has some benefit

my feeling of everything has some beauty

inside my suicidal nonsensical mind

there is love

and despite the madness irritation anger ragggge

there is the exact opposite just below the skin

like hoping

like the only ones who are really bad can

do really good

Bad being a point of view

Good being expected

when everything seems like its not going your way

you think its about you

but you still know

its always been about everything other than

That’s what makes everything seem like special