Category: Writings and More
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wANT MOre
It’s like everything you don’t have everything other people have will make your life better more money more time more leisure … it is a disease of thinking more will get you what you want a new kitchen a new car a nice bathroom all of it despite its function…
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Addick
so far nothing has been worse nothing has been more confusing … this addddddiction has taken a part of my mind and taken a part of me makes me do things I don’t want to do but maybe I do but no I don’t but but but it makes me…
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When I have to get out of bed
So much of mind is filled with what’s the point that can be imprisoning Or freeing Depending how you look at it and I choose both But when I need to eat, work, play, and rest in this world we’ve damaged I don’t want to I’d rather just stay asleep…
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DayDreams
I’m a … person Perhaps unlucky Or lucky Makes you wonder about so called truths Good things happen to good people Karma Etc But maybe things just happen for no reason We have no control Sounds like the words of a victim But what is the truth Where do I…
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Words vs Meaning
important What a shitty word English has fucked us up So we only see it one way Religion too animate inanimate dead alive here there Even between is singular Trapped in a loop of limiting expression and experience Words express human emotion poorly and English avoids all the heart Causes…
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Xne and…
There is no such thing as ‘good’ and ‘bad’ the separation can only exist in the mind in reality, they are the same there is no one without the other How much of our destiny is fixed? How much is within our power to choose? But perhaps these questions do…
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Quiet
it’s the silence Everything you see is still Everything you don’t begins to move inward cyclical rapidly everything starts to become part of you until there’s no room left and then some it’s the silence that makes my ears ring allowing my thoughts to arise all of them the silence…
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never Xne without the Xther
super nice generous kind born with love cradled and kissed by mother pushed and lifted by father cared for then also with potential smart handsome hard working empathetic extreme strong wise and more and somehow and also somehow why and and and and falteringly mad behind the eyes
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Something To Do
They say, give man a bookcase and a garden and he’ll be happy or the like, I think Well I say, giveth him a couch and TV And he’ll be there no more happy
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Deciding Decisions
What am I looking for? Is anything looking for me? What keeps me going? What if connection again falls through the grate the choice’s always wrong the boulder always pushing back I always going uphill I hate it Until I don’t As life goes on In a trap of time…
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Through You, I Must
Understand only through feeling… Say it? Can’t hear you Describe? Won’t get it Express? Maybe Truth or dare? Nevermind… Only when felt I do you Feelings now turning into a relic Seeing no more alike So I dream you I say you I got no more says to give No…
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Higher Transparency
Stillness is the only thing keeping me steady You are the only person I like Something else clings to my back Replace one addiction with another Pleasure over love leaving nothing under my skin It’s too hard to find these days The dark is true, the bright is too hard…
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Grow Up
Lines to letters, letters to words Will they ever be what we are? Channeling through to the deepest connection with the universe Art is that Since everything is everything You shouldn’t worry about these kinds of things Don’t pay attention to the smoke and mirrors The hollow, the whorey The…
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Whxt xm I?
Jotting down Keeping track Of the minutes We never get back I feel as if my body’s a robot Synapses and reactions playing themselves through I eat I sleep I interact with this world And then there’s me me The stuff unlike this world but still comes from it …And…
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That’s one
I have this idea. We humans have done some things right, and some things wrong. We live in a 3D universe, a physical reality. There are ways in which the world behaves. And we have behaved in such ways with this reality and have thus had consequences and benefits play…
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You ask why Because thinking of the past helps me be in the present And look forward to the future
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Whxt xre wx?
Headed toward the sun at a rapid pace run run run run run We’re coming! Starving bodies Empty minds Empty dinner plate and glass hurry hurry hirry hirry hrrry ghgyrrryyrryyryryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy Feel my rush Pour my body The time is coming where we need no rules coming where we need no…
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The Person They Look Back On
Choosing an option Between this and something else Why does one choose that over the other I do not understand I want to So badly And onward they go Choosing what they want As there are plenty And somehow you don’t make the fit No match And then we all…
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Stone
I am sitting on the dock Staring out into the water High as the sky Feeling an enormous amount of appreciation for what I have and have lived The bad and the good Both have been equal, in amount Thinking about when we were kids and things were different Not…
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