This thing is in the walls and crevices of this room Through the cracked wood and inside the pipes Fine slivers of metal flowing through the body Dissolved already into my shell The paint melts away into nothing The bit of taste I get in hell And it curls my body too waiting for something […]
Category: Poems
Deciding Decisions
What am I looking for? Is anything looking for me? What keeps me going? What if connection again falls through the grate the choice’s always wrong the boulder always pushing back I always going uphill I hate it Until I don’t As life goes on In a trap of time held down and together by […]
Hxr
I wish but I would never it would never Unless she wants to Unless I feel I have to And therein lies my confusion and my undying curiosity
Onward
Something following Unsure Do they carry forward Or stay behind It’s funny to see them reappear Beyond irony And into fog Solitude into vanity Vanity to void Amazingly horrible Something you must feel Because I want you to feel what I feel Take ‘ave me Substitute or solution I don’t know or care One must […]
Through You, I Must
Understand only through feeling… Say it? Can’t hear you Describe? Won’t get it Express? Maybe Truth or dare? Nevermind… Only when felt I do you Feelings now turning into a relic Seeing no more alike So I dream you I say you I got no more says to give No more sense No more worries […]
Higher Transparency
Stillness is the only thing keeping me steady You are the only person I like Something else clings to my back Replace one addiction with another Pleasure over love leaving nothing under my skin It’s too hard to find these days The dark is true, the bright is too hard to see The truth is […]
Heavy
No more cloud over my shoulder It is in my heart Where it needs to be
Whxt xm I?
Jotting down Keeping track Of the minutes We never get back I feel as if my body’s a robot Synapses and reactions playing themselves through I eat I sleep I interact with this world And then there’s me me The stuff unlike this world but still comes from it …And thus, we are on the […]
Whxt xre wx?
Headed toward the sun at a rapid pace run run run run run We’re coming! Starving bodies Empty minds Empty dinner plate and glass hurry hurry hirry hirry hrrry ghgyrrryyrryyryryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy Feel my rush Pour my body The time is coming where we need no rules coming where we need no shittin borders Hunting is survival […]
The Person They Look Back On
Choosing an option Between this and something else Why does one choose that over the other I do not understand I want to So badly And onward they go Choosing what they want As there are plenty And somehow you don’t make the fit No match And then we all get older And time has […]