WritingbyJordan

When I can listen to any song I want

any movie

show

story

life and death

and naked body

at any time

When I can eat fruit out of season

stay warm in the cold

be tired in my bed

take pills to cover my emotions

be filtered in how I look

when I can take and say what I want with no concern

When I can live by myself

when I can cry without help

when I am lost

I am no longer who I’m meant to be

I am no longer myself

I am no longer human

When I can do all this

there ends up just being

not that much left