WritingbyJordan

at night

every negative thought

to have to do with my life

plays before me like a movie

the darkness the backdrop

the movie of

embaressment

anger

guilt

sadness

and

and

and

Though I learn to let it play

for if you watch too closely

you become lost

in a place that has no happiness

A world where I don’t understand it’s purpose

Why there is even a heaven or hell at all?

For they seem to all exist in me.

Don’t know why one is chosen more over the other