WritingbyJordan

I must pursue my dreams till I fail

Till I can no longer walk

Till it’s all I think about

Till I can’t stop thinking about it

thinking about it till I don’t want to

Till I can’t stop

Till it covers me

Till it uses my fears and insecurities against me

Till it ruins my relationships

my friends, my family

Till I close up into a shell

Till I finish every thought and action with a fuck you

talking to myself

Till I waste all my time

Till the dream again changes

but it’s ways stay

Till I can’t sleep

Till I can’t stop thinking about it

Till I can’t stop thinking about it

Till everything I see is it’s shadow

Till everything I hear is it’s lies

and everything I feel is it’s claws

Till I can no longer breathe

Till I can no longer walk

Till all I rely on

is the possibility of it happening…

Till I realize I’ve made it all up

Until it became real enough for me to dream about.