Sometimes I think I’ve made up my own hell…
Like everything was too good and easy so that I needed some sort of suffering
I needed more pain
Something to give meaning
Though I was confused
Meaning can only be found in love
in kindness
in giving
without the pain and suffering
I only went to it because anger is easy
Because I was a boy
Pain and anger is easy
Love is hard
And though I’m still looking
It can start with the size of a pebble
Drop it in the water
And see life’s ripples touch those around


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