If I never think someone understands me
how can I stop being alone?
tears drip on the page
circles around the eyes
on a thin line toward a downward spiral
a small hope appears and my dreams give way to aspirations of glorious feats
experiences
relationships
my mind wanders and lives in these moments
but then soon fade with smoke
as if they were never there
never thought of, only imagined, only dreamed
but when it was there, I felt it all
but maybe I didn’t
I guess until someone understands me, no one will know