Category: Writings and More
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until I can’t…
I must pursue my dreams till I fail Till I can no longer walk Till it’s all I think about Till I can’t stop thinking about it thinking about it till I don’t want to Till I can’t stop Till it covers me Till it uses my fears and insecurities…
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Grey Ice
Excerpt from new book; Grey Ice The sun was setting over the river. It peekaboo’d between the tall and wide spruce. It sparkled with the human eye on the moving water. All-day it had flirted with the clouds, smiling and kissing, sweet summer flirtation with a joyous warmth that kept…
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Tightrope Over a Pit
my mind is ill wants me dead brought on by traumas traumas trauma past through generations created by something that moves only with the wind that made you pick this over that something in the wind that made your pain pass on to your son or daughter and where did…
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Night
at night every negative thought to have to do with my life plays before me like a movie the darkness the backdrop the movie of embaressment anger guilt sadness and and and Though I learn to let it play for if you watch too closely you become lost in a…
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1 + 2 = less than 0
This suffering This healing Has come down to a formula what are you going to do about it? what helps? what doesn’t? Though the cliches are true and kind of work They provide little hope or fulfillment because they are cliches But if I do the stuff then I’m supposed…
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Just because we’re different
things have gotten too far away I’m too far out thus it seems unreachable while things begin to fold in nothing is really stopping you from doing and being who you are except the voice inside you but where does that voice come from Nothing is impossible is a lie…
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Slough of Despond
I feel like I can’t do life anymore I feel like I can’t My feelings telling me to believe I can’t Don’t want to My gut and soul holding on to my light While my thoughts and feelings seem keen on extinguishing any hope I have for joy in life…
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Make Me
if you don’t get people probably never will other than the ones that you are not close too, if they’re not with you, then protect yourself from their bullshit it is your responsibility to protect yourself stop blaming others for ‘making’ you feel a certain way no one can make…
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Pee
“Sometimes you just gotta pee!” yelled the lady squatting by the park bench to the man passing by she then looked at me and cared nothing of it hahaha she laughed the man walked around her, trying to not make eye contact again she yelled “Sometimes you just gotta pee!”…
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Hopeful
Same way a hard day feels good at the end So to will your experience of life and death Just hang in there
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Darling
I want to go up to the ‘ugly’ people in the streets grab em by the fucking scruff and say you’re beautiful you, pointing at their chest, are beautiful all of this exterior is bullshit it’s all a facade fake fleeting we judge as if people control the way they…
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Fight for your life
if only you could see the world I see if only you could feel what I feel then then then would it all be better what would that do when you get what you want sex relationships job accomplishment connection understanding does that make you feel better sure does it…
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being too Sensitive
As humanity moves away from who we are Nature the sensitives are left behind to feel the ripping those with thicker skins and dull brains can avoid the misdirection don’t mind being carried away and have such short vision that their lives are all there is become complacent, it is…
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Holes
feels like my whole life is a trigger the things most common and occurring cause me the most pain like I’ve let things build up to where I can’t tolerate any of it like I’ve let it happen like I’ve let it happen like I let my mind become constantly…
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The Maze
I want to write something that hits you in your gut heart and mind all at once a feeling so strong it flirts with purpose because that’s what you have to do find a purpose or create it make it up just find something no need hear or talk about…
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Tools and Plastic Bombs
something does not fit this world or whats come of it is no more human than a toaster tools and plastic everything is boxed labelled categorized indexed recorded filed filed filed there is no room for feelings so they stay squished in a corner pressurizing squeezed until no more air…
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wANT MOre
It’s like everything you don’t have everything other people have will make your life better more money more time more leisure … it is a disease of thinking more will get you what you want a new kitchen a new car a nice bathroom all of it despite its function…
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Addick
so far nothing has been worse nothing has been more confusing … this addddddiction has taken a part of my mind and taken a part of me makes me do things I don’t want to do but maybe I do but no I don’t but but but it makes me…
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When I have to get out of bed
So much of mind is filled with what’s the point that can be imprisoning Or freeing Depending how you look at it and I choose both But when I need to eat, work, play, and rest in this world we’ve damaged I don’t want to I’d rather just stay asleep…
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DayDreams
I’m a … person Perhaps unlucky Or lucky Makes you wonder about so called truths Good things happen to good people Karma Etc But maybe things just happen for no reason We have no control Sounds like the words of a victim But what is the truth Where do I…
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